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OUCH!!!!!!! just rubbed salt on all of my FOUR ulcers!! SO PAIN! especially on that extremely HUGE ONE! its like so BIG AND DEEP! HURTS BADLY. better get that BONJELA ASAP!! ARH! HELP!

hey. yesterday sonic fest was great. worship was good. by the time i reached there it was in time for planetshakers and it was simply sooo nice. they played always and forever, open up the gates, great and mighty, big, i'm running after you. i think that's all i can remember. when they played big it was just soo nice. the song itself was already WOW. "there's nothing my God cannot do". it simply touched me. next band was sonicflood and they do not have and keyboardist but all their guitarist are so pro. the drummer was super hilarious. he just can't close his mouth when playing and it was opened it such silly manner. haha. but he's good. and for today, i didn't go sonic fest. was allowed to go for either today's or tomorrow's youth. so i chose youth. today i did finished all my homework and then studied chinese. CHINESE. yeah. haha. and charissa was here today for tuition again then dinner was brought by da ku. i couldn't eat most of the fo...

hey. yesterday terene and minsheng came to visit my brother and my dad and terence were like giving minsheng guitar lessons. haha. i just realised minsheng's a grade 7 piano student and he didn't want to continue after he failed his grade 8. kinda wasted. then terence showed us the youth day pictures and many pictures of my brother without crutches. today was the day for my BRACES. YES. BRACES. FINALLY! after? erm. like 3 years plus of waiting? that's LONG. then finally its on now. stuck onto my teeth. tightening my teeth so tight that i can only eat PORRIDGE. i guess i'll get sick of it after a few days time. oh well. anyway, today i tried playing introduction of incomplete on the piano and introduction of wake me up when september ends on the guitar. haha. so fun. i also practised my exam pieces la, of course. exam is just next month. so fast. gosh. the braces are really hurting me. squeezing my teeth and gums. ouch. now i can't wait for it to be off and my teeth...

HI. today woke up extremely early, the same time as going to school, 6.20. at least i managed to wake up with only the help of the alarm clock. took a train down to church then we started to do the carwashes again. yesterday we did about 17 cars for 2 hours which is already not bad. today altogether before and after service we washed about 30 over cars. WOW. isn't that wonderful? and we sure raised quite a sum of money. i think at this rate we definitely can meet our target for the east timor mission trip. =) by the time i was home i was dead beat. i just laid on the sofa and soon fell asleep. i think i slept for about 1 hour then i woke up to bathe. haha. i stink. then started to practise my piano which i haven't touch it for VERY long which is really bad because my exams are coming in like 1 months time? OH NO. and this week i was busy playing guitar! haha yeah. GUITAR. haha. my dad just passed me the chords book and i just learn by myself. im so proud of myself. haha. been l...

hey. yesterday was sure terrifying going through the process of extracting 2 more teeth. it was done by another dentist because i think that if i were to wait until my turn for the dentist who did for me last week, it would take years. so the dentist knowing that i was somewhat afriad injected MANY dosage of the drug that would make my mouth all numb. it was super painful la. =( OUCH. then came to plucking, it wasn't pain at all but the thought of losing my teeth gross me out. later on reached home i slept as expected and when i woke up my gum was still bleeding, luckily it didn't stain my pillow, just the gauze inside my mouth. i only ate my dinner at around 9 plus which was considered later than usual. oh ya. it was porridge. FISH porridge. tasted very nice because it's homecooked and the fish was really soft. the irritating thing is that there's the brackets i think - is that what are they called? four brackets surrounding my teeth which cristal said they look like S...

heyheyhey. today was alright just that i was feeling sleepy during physics lesson because it was in physics lab 2 where the its usually dark and the weather was absolutely perfect for a nap. haha. after school went to riverside sec for music again and this time we watched the phantom of the opera but it was only the first part only because there wasn't enough time. anyway it was okay for me since i've watched it twice before already. tomorrow's going to be my 2nd round of plucking my the other 2 teeth. im so totally NOT looking forward to it unlike last week because the way the dentist pulls my teeth out is really really not a nice one although there wasn't any pain. good news that the separators are going to be removed from my mouth. rubber donuts GONE. yay. but i wonder what will i have next tomorrow. i think its rubber band. i have no idea. okay la. better get some rest, tomorrow im going to have another afternoon nap for sure. nights. anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANETTE...

heyheyhey! right now in school. hahaha. cristal and i are going crazy at our tagboards. been playing with this for so long. went around all websites but schooldna. already done my work there's nothing else to do already. bye for now. =)

HEY. my brother's home already. early in the morning already went out to visit him. before that i ate breakfast at macdonalds. ate hotcakes which is the only thing that is soft enough for me to eat. reached there, i just sit there and watched some show. later on da ku, mark, jake and emily came when the nurse was dressing his wound. and yucks. she showed us the wound. he had 20 over stitches. and the sight wasn't that pleasant. and it sure hurts for him. when he went for his physiotherapy - is the right spelling? da ku they all left. he learnt how to use crutches down and up the stairs and across a kerb and up a step. then back to the ward i think i slept for a while. it was freezing cold in the ward la and my brother could still be perspiring. then i borrowed my brother's pullover. when i woke up my dad, gonggong and mama came. rested there for a while more. and it was lunch time and my brother had western food which don't seems to be like western food. haha. then my ...

heyhey... just realised that everytime i eat i always get headaches. real bad ones. the only food that doesn't cause me headaches is PORRIDGE. after eating for 2 meals since yesterday, im starting to get sick of it. for dinner today i decided to eat something else and guess what. after eating, i had headaches. went to visit my brother just now, he looks so drowsy. he undergo surgery this morning. today quite a few visitation i heard. my paternal grandmother, maternal grandparents, his classmates, his teacher, his vice-principal, aunty lili and aunty candy and PLUS. the POLICE. wow. they questioned him at what time? THIS MORNING 5AM. crazy right. so early when people still sleeping. but lucky that was before the operation la. today i didn't go to school because of the headaches. i did really had a good rest today and during all these incidents i realised relatives are really important in times when your sibling and you are all not feeling well. the night before when my brother w...

it really doesn't gets better. after posting that previous post i went to sleep then woke up, saw my phone, had 6 missed calls. 3 from my dad, 3 from my mum. well, then i called my mum back. she told me my brother fractured his leg and had to be admitted to hospital. so most probably he'll be having an operation either tonight or tomorrow. so this sunday's plan for the youths to come over to play soccer has been cancelled. what's wrong with these few days. firstly my dad's car scratched. and now my brother's leg fractured. hopefully this stops here. im so distracted by so many things and tomorrow's my physics test. got to study. i thought today would be a great day and i really had fun in school. cheryl's and priscilla's birthday. during recess we had 2 cakes for cheryl and cristal and i poured 2 packets of milo into the edna mode cup that we gave to her. ended up the cake was half for eating and the other half we were smudging on each other's fa...

OUCH. not exactly pain but irritating la. aargh. the gauze in my mouth to stop the bleeding is super irritating. and also the right side of my mouth is sooo numb. so in a disgusting way, i can't feel if there's saliva drooling down. how gross to say this. at the national dental centre the first dentist insert 8 rubber donuts between the teeth behind to separate my teeth for the brackets next time. it was slightly uncomfortable. then for the second dentist, he extracted 2 of my teeth on the right side and there wasn't much pain la. and i wasn't irritated with the rubber donuts anymore but instead by the gauze now. how sad. then later on my brother called my mum, he said he twisted his ankle during his school soccer tournament. so now im home alone while my parents brought him to see either the sinseh or the hospital because he can't even walk and its swollen and when he twisted he said there was sound. must be serious then. sigh.

not going to retype everything all out again because somehow the whole thing just disappeared after i typed everything all out. so just want to emphasize that THERE'S A HUGE MOTH IN MY HOUSE. the ones that are seen quite often nowadays in singapore. its so disgustingly big. and also. tomorrow will be visiting the dentist again and its extracting time. ouch.

my days doesn't seemed to be better. homework just keep on adding and adding from teachers despite the many homework we have not complete in the school dna thing. my homework just keep on piling up. everyone is school do not support this e learning thing. even those who usually are able to do their homework on time strongly agree that e learning is definitely stressful and homeworks are piling up. today's homework is more than usual. FOUR in one day is like WOAH. usually there's only 1 or 2. i guess the teachers fill empty because they never give us for the past 2 days. but actually all are stored online. another BIG issue has been bothering me is that my dad's car got scratches after the car wash thing la. and what if this happens on the outsiders' car. it'll be terrible. i hope everything gets better or something.

hey people. i shall blog about yesterday and today. yesterday was my brother's alumni band performance. its my sixth and i think last time attending it because next year my brother will be joining the army already so no more sji alumni band for him. as usual, the concert was superb! =) terrific. great. wow. 2 thumbs up. and this year their conductor left too which was quite a pity la. the concert didn't had a great start. it started with this ex st josephian who graduated in 1994?! performing together with his bandmates from liverpool. they played rock music and the music was OKAY. the bassist was a female, quite cool la. but that ex st josephian was the singer who didn't had a voice. it sounded terrible. gosh. good thing it finally ended and the band came in with their confidence and all their talents. ya. the concert ending was also nice and touching. they played the most popular song - lao shu ai da mi. haha. then 4 alumni band members presented a gift to him. 3 of them ...

heyhey. what a day i must say. super tired la. although supposedly there's no school but still have to go back for dance. we did more of the modern ballet item and we also saw the other items and wow, the guys item are so lively. darren's so much more discipline already and with that he danced super well when he already quite a talented one. he did a cartwheel with one hand and was lifted up. not bad. wyron's still as cute as ever. haha. i think the male teacher must be really good since he's able to get the whole load of them all disciplined. after dance it wasn't very nice. was quite pissed off by some people. they were really too much. just too much. next time please don't do it again. its really not funny. then i was juggling between whether to go straight to church or to go home first. in the end i decided to head home and have a nice bath. =) then i just sat on the sofa waiting for 7.15 to leave house. i was extremely tired. the feeling of sitting there wa...

damn. so pissed with the schooldna thing. so dumb la. make sec 1s to 3s stay at home and do this stupid e learning thing. and now? they keep on putting this "The page you are looking for is currently unavailable. The Web site might be experiencing technical difficulties, or you may need to adjust your browser settings." i guess the server is full or something. so stupid. before that i could login but the task all display that. so i tried to logout then login again but guess what? the page could not be displayed. how nice. so GREAT. what should i do now? furthermore as i said in the other post that the teachers are really so dumb. they think we're only taking 1 subject so they load so much homework. so nice huh. what a great idea of having this e learning thing. other than that still got the non-computerised homework. super nice man. and im running out of time. later still have to go for dance. and yesterday i also never do much at the site. what should i do... just sit an...

hey there. today was another day in school. how boring. it was double period for EVERY subject. how bad can it get. and lala pangseh me and cheryl, she pon school because her homework are all piling up since the holiday assignments. but everything as normal. hahaha. CRISTAL ARE YOU READING THIS? EVERYTHING IS JUST THE SAME WHETHER OR NOT IS WITH OR WITHOUT YOU! =P haha. this will be my last wednesday of slackism. because for the next few wednesdays it would be appointments with the dentist and in 3 weeks time there would be braces stuck onto my teeth already. its that good news or what? oh well. then in the evening went to church for worship team celebration. then had setting the pace and affermation time which was quite ok la. othniel said i "pop up from nowhere" lol. i think its quite true la. but i was in agape since 2001. i bet no one knows that. wow. i finally can sleep late without any guilt again because there's no school for me tomorrow and on friday. yay. that me...

hey. today was alright althought i was feeling kinda sleepy during lesson time and i tried my best to keep awake. i managed not to doze off during lessons. wow. amazing. haha. i was so looking forward to music lesson today because its the only time where the teacher don't really care about us because we do not belong to riverside sec and also there's aircon and the topic isn't as boring as other subjects. and also its the LAST lesson of the day. so its totally a good thing to look forward to. first thing got there we were tested on rhythmic and melodic dictation and well the i suck at the 2nd question. didn't know how to do. later on learnt about 2oth century again, jazz and stuff. ya. then reached home and tada. im back to the com. that's about it. my life is getting too routined again. as usual. but there's csi to look forward to later on.

ah well. what a school holiday today. althought i somehow look forward to it. just for the part of getting to wake up late that's all. never think about the rest of the day. and so, i felt extremely bored and really really really VERY bored. that's all. *sign* tomorrow its back to school but good thing will be studying in school for two days this week only because thursday and friday is some e learning thing so will be using computer at home to study. yay. 2 days for me to wake up late. alright. time for me to sleep now. nights.

woah. look at the time now, so late already. my blog has some changes again. haha. so fun. im getting better at this! =) today rays lead worship and wow alot of people thought that we had done well! wow. i screwed up some parts hopefully it wasn't obvious. after service we continued to play 3 more songs king of majesty, open up the gates and always and forever. haha. so fun. i switched keyboard with joshua for always and forever and was ok la but timing abit out. hahaha. later on, jeanette, bernice, petrina, joshua, reuben and i went to plaza singapura for lunch and supposedly to meet the rest there too but in the end they stayed at united square and as expected, they would go to @corner. so without them, our lunch was at pastamania. its been quite a while since i ate there already but sadly the pasta sauce was too watery. later on followed jeanette to look for a pair of shoes and WOW. A BIG WOW to emphasize. she bought a SUPER CHEENA SHOE. ewww. she love it alot la. and it was 5 a...

hello. just took a nice bath after reaching home from petrina's house. we were having bbq there. love the prawns. haha. natalie and i were sitting there and eating away until there was a pile of prawn shells on the plate. haha. was in church for almost the whole day since 1. was helping out with the car wash plannings and stuff then went for practice until 4 and after that had an important meeting which is about sam leaving the staff. ya. then after that we made our way to petrina's house. a really LONG SHORTCUT. wow. we walked around orchard and got back to the same place cos of some roadshow there and somehow i don't know what happened so in the end we walked one round. i think we took quite long to reach her house. then when we reached we just eat there and talked crap and played. later on went into her house to watch madagascar, watched half way only then we left. now back home, waiting for my hair to dry before i can sleep. tomorrow got to wake up early gotta reach the...

hey. long day for me today man. went to school and had lessons for half a day only because after recess we had our deyi idol finals. rebecca won, quite expected la, her voice is really very unique. it was also youth day celebration and each class could dress up as an identity and our class was gothic la. white collar sleeves top, with a tie and an eyeliner drawn. haha. super fun. our class was the quite special one because other classes wore their class t shirts where marjority of them were black so we were exceptionally bright. haha. sad thing was that we could only wear the outfit after recess so my bag is very bulky. had my pe attire, dance attire and the gothic attire. after school went for dance and i'm in the modern ballet item, which is the upcoming performance at kallang theatre. ya. then after dance, went to ang mo kio mrt to meet jeanette as PLANNED to go together to expo for the day of power. and what went wrong? first thing was that jeanette don't have a handphone s...